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i'm a disgusting little centrist when it comes to the was shrue's family real or fake question because to me that matters much less than the way it illustrates the experience of paranoid stress psychosis. like i never want a definitive answer because it just doesn't really matter. do you understand me. like. either way, they experienced that loss and heartbreak. they were confronted with an unflattering portrait of themself as a destructive absence in other people's lives, sacrificing human connection for sociopolitical status. they were exploited and had their mind fucked with and were made vulnerable to manipulation. answering that question makes no difference to the fact that what they experienced was real and horrifying to them. they were vulnerable and someone noticed and took advantage. there is no absolution nor satisfaction to be found in certainty, only further pain and regret. the end outcome is the same.
#🐉#ambiguity forever is just so much more interesting to me! sorry!#like if shrue lived my ideal arc for them would be reckoning with the fact that either way they were both a victim#and dug their own grave. like if they did have a family they were an avoidant hypocrite unable to bear the cognitive dissonance#of destroying other peoples families and communities while trying (and failing) to nurture their own legacy.#and if they didnt then they know deep down that they would have been a terrible spouse and parent because they would have#been unable to fully open themself up to loving them because that would mean acknoweldging their bitter loneliness#and desparation for social stability and fear of never attaining it. which a family would only be a crutch for.#and an increasingly burdensome and insufficient one at that#either way they neglected their responsibility to the people they were supposed to protect#the family is a symbolic and more immediately devastating representation of that greater guilt#and before anyone says oh you just want to absolve val of any wrongdoing because shes your favourite#shes uh. very much not absolved of anything. whether or not she bears any personal responsibility in this instance#doesnt change the fact that shes complicit in the violence of the system that enables abuses like this to happen. as is shrue themself.#theres no circumventing that culpability. carson just took advantage of it for his own gain as he tends to do.#the silt verses#shrue
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Star Wars fans that try to compare the Jedi to the Catholic Church because they both "collaborate with the state" have no fucking idea of what the Catholic Church actually does and what the problem with it being in power actually is, and it drives me fucking insane
#sincerely - someone that lives in a country that the Church had in a chokehold for centuries!#like no my guy#the jedi having no power and being unable to vote#and not being represented by anyone in the senate#and having to follow everything they tell them to do#is not the same as#the church having power over a good chunk of the population due to their religion#being represented by a whole party in the senate#having their own state where they are untouchable#and imposing their morals trough laws over a whole country just bc they said so#you guys are so stupid sometimes like#you see the word “institution” and fucking black out and start making shit up without a second thought#open a history book and maybe your brain too#star wars#pro jedi#in defense of the jedi#jedi
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you, and what little remains of your brother.
#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#metal sonic#miles tails prower#unbreakable bond#'family photo. say cheese!' neither of them have a mouth lol..#tails doll#thinking again abt how metal sonic was reprogrammed to hate tails. and yet he still must feel horrid guilt over his death.#im a 'tails doll has bad future tails inside; hes just not All there like metal is' truther#me (drawing thinsg that most likely arent even canon) I HATE THIS WHY IS THIS SO DEPRESSING#if you couldnt tell... tails is using sonics weird uncoiled arm as a pillow...#it isnt relevant but i think theyre in the westside dump here. back where he found tails in the first place.#i dont think either of them remember that by now. only 'this place is painful. this place is important.'#roboticized sonic theory#the title is supposed to be vague as well. works in either direction#tails doll->my brother my hero. trapped in that horrifying form. unable to be the good person i KNOW he is. is there any part of you left?#metal sonic->my brother my hope. trapped in that useless body. does he even recognize me? how much can you think? see? feel? are you empty?#my nyart#anywya#i have other versions with amy (her silhouette at least LOLSIES) but i didnt like em as much so i just... byebye ✌#serious co.pa opening vibes from this#'sachi is my pride and joy... i dont think she even recognizes me anymore...'#you get it#thats not a question. its a command. you Understand. you Do Understand...
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Trinity thesis
#this is what I think anyways#my art#dc#dc comics#clark kent#superman#bruce wayne#batman#wonder woman#diana of themiscyra#diana prince#dc trinity#you could honestly argue that any of these apply to all of them but#I think they most strongly apply to these pairings#like Bruce is also pretty lonely but Diana and Clark’s detachment from their homes specifically#is a consistent weakness for them#kryptonite literally being the shattered remains of Clark’s world and any threats or changes to themyscira being what always gets#an emotional reaction out of Diana in fights… they both have homes they’re unable to return to#and Diana is also pretty bad at opening up to people but only because she isn’t aware she has any problems to begin with#Bruce and Clark at least somewhat know when they have an issue. and then tell nobody anyways#Diana and Bruce ohh their parallels make me crazy#their incredible devotion to being a protector that they get so absorbed in they can’t see themselves as anything outside of it?? crazy#I think Clark and Diana also have a shared complicated relationship to their public idolization but I couldn’t#fit that into a concise sentence#I care for them so deeply. None of them are well#sorry for changing the text on this three times
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Why doesn't the justice league know about Amity Park?
Okay so it's been a bit sonce I watched the show but one of the things in DpxDC is the anti-ecto acts, which I love, but correct me if I'm wrong, I THINK ??? they only show up in reality trip? SO: What if Danny, when using the gauntlet to undo everything, also got rid of the Anti-Ecto acts? but this is babys first time editing reality so he uh Fucks Up A Lil'. As a result when Danny used the reality gauntlet to wipe the AEA from existence he accidentally wiped Amity Park from perception. A big 'nothing matters over here' jedi mind trick, and now no ones looking at Amity. So, the Justice League actually WERE looking into and monitoring the situation in Amity, but when the perception filter closed them off, all of that suddenly went ignored.
This is noticed when someone (Alfred, Dick, Tim, literally anyone) realises theres just. A BIG dusty pile of case files semi abandoned somewhere in the cave when going through a (time period)ly cave cleaning.
They put it down because it's Not Important.
They come back to finish the cleaning the next day and do the exact same thing, but there's nothing to actually distract them this time and it pings as weird. Because why would case files be not important? They are by definition important, because only things flagged as important go into case files.
They try to get someone else to read it, because as long as they don't read the information in the file, they don't put it down.
That person goes to read it, gets a line in and then says something like 'that isn't important' and goes to leave. Person A pushes it and person B ALSO catches on.
Que the Batfam trying to figure out hey, what the fuck actually?
Meanwhile, how is Amity fairing? Canon compliant everything's going alright? Or have knock on effects to No One Look Here started to show?
#Another way for the JL not to notice amity park and not make the JL wildly incompetent#and if the anti ecto acts ARE a response to reign storm#then the JL doing their own investigations into it around that time checks out#plus it opens plenty of reasonable excuses for some of the more horrifying concepts to take place#oh an entire town only people inside it can percieve?#an entire organisation like the giw you could totally bullshit something like#they have anti ghost technology of COURSE the perception filter doesnt effect them#they made the anti filters when they realised they were unable to communicate outside the town#so thats how theyre getting funding and supplies in#(and that leaves a trail for the JL to follow)#YEAH#an entire town that cant be percieved#with a population that arguably the government has given free range on?#that sounds like a cadmus PLAYGROUND#dpxdc#dc x dp#dp x dc#dcxdp#danny phantom#story prompt#or starter?#lmao not sure
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i killed myself with a phonograph like 6 times in a row.
perfect game no notes 🫶💗✨
#pathologic#pathologic 3 quarantine#daniil dankovsky#illustration#my art#csp#🎵😱<- real picture of daniil#so glad to find out that however bad i thought daniil's week was#it was in fact#much worse#mister dankovsky the man that you are#i was too good at making him manic tho#i had to depress him on purpose to get the achievo lmao#also shout out to the bug that soft locked me in evas house#unable to open any doors and constantly having a heart attack 💖#i will not lie to u tho. playing the demo just makes me want to play classic lmao#patho followers thank you for waiting 🙇♂️#i still have my 10000 wips from 5 years ago. if i cant figure out how to finish them ill just post them as is fr#its making me crazy to do nothing with them
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Ralph has non-violent but disturbing dreams? 👀 is it spoilers to find out bc I am intrigued

Is it spoilers if I have no idea what I'm doing with this AU? XD
Note: When he says "escape," he's talking about the prison dimension.
#asks open#rottmnt au#rottmnt separated au#rottmnt#raph thought the kraang were gone. . .#good thing it's all just a dream!#. . .right??#argph i am unable to do digital art at the moment so i'm stuck with traditional#i like traditional but dear god i need to relearn how to make a comic on paper XP#rottmnt raphael#rottmnt raph#rottmnt kraang prime#rottmnt kraang#rottmnt krang#rise raphael#rise raph#rise kraang#kraang#raphael hamato#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles
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standing in front of a firing squad would have been easier than reading this script i need to be shot
#this is hands down the most insane script ive read i was sitting slack jawed half the time#not because its Outrageous but because. oh my fucking God#frank sure does have too much influence over *gestures broadly* This.#to see their dysfunction presented like this. is. so.#like. of course the reason they cant be nice to each other is because they all expect some kind of Trick. we see this again in s12#they've set a precedent where everyone is unable to be vulnerable out of fear that someone else is going to take advantage of them#its about knowing to Never let their guard down. because they can't afford to be stupid enough to think someone was being nice#its literally about them not trusting each other. they know each other. care about each other. but they're all still at war with each other#anything could be a trojan horse#and even when they try to do something thoughtful it's ruined bc their motives are being questioned and that provokes a defense#''of course i wasn't being Nice that's stupid why would i ever do that for you'' because otherwise theyre leaving themselves open to attack#i think this episode works purely because theyre All trying to change this at once and since theyre all aware of that fact#its like oh okay youre not fucking with me because we've established we're all trying not to be cynical#i cannot even begin to dig into the pure autism of this entire. not even just the episode premise. the whole basis of the gang's dynamic.#like yeah of course a group of weird neurodivergent people is hypersensitive to this#its the same thing as mac and dennis in suburbs questioning wally's intentions/demeanor welcoming them to the neighbourhood#literally in defense mode all the time because they expect the worst from people and they haven't had any reason to think otherwise#marder and rosell get it but thats not exactly new and surprising <3#but wow this script adds so much. at least for me.#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#ada speaks#character meta#for good measure
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ÉTOILE 1x02 || 1x03
#étoile#jack mcmillan#cheyenne toussaint#tobias bell#geneviève lavigne#mine#i'm sure someone's giffed this already but i couldn't find it and this parallel...#the way they start off in such a similar place#but tobias is more open and is lucky enough to find someone he enjoys working with who wants the same things as he does and understands him#whereas the dancer cheyenne wants to be there for her ultimately ends up disappointing her as he is unable to change#and the other people in her life who should be there for her don't understand her
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YOU NO LONGER BELONG TO YOURSELF!
I wanted to draw mild body horror based on the archfeind's traits. Yeah the four with ties to the dynasty seemed to get a better deal out of it, that was in fact on purpose.
#mutedeclipse#digital art#patapon 3#patapon naughtyfins#patapon ravenous#patapon covet-hiss#patapon ragewolf#patapon sonarchy#patapon buzzcrave#patapon slogturtle#patapon#my favorites are the first three#From being a microbeTo a humaniod guy with a mouth thats far too long#thats uncomfortable to keep shut. unable to remain comfortably open#from a princess to a fish with a mouth that essentially vivisects herself.. laying her insides bare to the world.#from a noble warrior to a man so blinded by material want. driven to near madness. neutralized by all his eyes could see and want.
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Sometimes I wonder if Leo's actually weak or if he's just pretending so he can have a big strong man do everything for him
I mean, ghouls are supposed to be stronger than normal people
But damn asking for help with a bottle is really erm...

#leo kurosagi#tokyo debunker leo#tokyo debunker#alan mido#tokyo debunker alan mido#tiny twink and his big strong man#what if leo doesnt have ghoul strength wouldnt that be crazy#he sounds a little too serious to be faking being unable to open a bottle but idk#fav liar :3c
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Every time I see the 'and now you don't need to worry'/'you really did that for me' moment, I'm struck by the fact that this isn't a private moment between the two of them. Even the post lawsuit hug/'I forgive you [...] just don't do it again' moment happens in front of other people but no one else is shown listening in. But this time Hen and Chim and Bobby are right there, they're part of the conversation (somewhat, anyway), they can hear every word and see the way Eddie reacts to it and hear the way he says 'you really did that for me?' and he turns around to look at them before turning back to Buck.
There's just something about the fact it feels like one of the emotionally heavy one-on-one conversations they've had before, but this time other people are seeing it, are hearing it.
#something something its still in their private space but people are being let into it#something something its getting closer to being out in the open for everyone to see#once again i am unable to put my thoughts into words the way i want but this is the gist#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 8x09#911#911 abc#118 firefam#rambling about 911#911 spoilers#<- kinda? tagging just in case#aka idk when to stop tagging spoilers for the latest ep
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theres people that build the entire map of botw in fucking minecraft and im sitting here for the 100th time within less than a year crying bc i cant draw a line how i want
#ganondoodles talks#and yet i have more and more in my head#i keep thinking of more and more things i want to draw and show and it keeps piling up#i have always been drawing “at a loss” bc my body is fundamentally unable to keep up with my head#so theres tons of things that just kind of died bc i couldnt get them on paper fast enough#but now it feels even worse#bc i cant get anything out#its not like a clogged drain that drains like half a liter over 5 hours like it used to#its fully clogged but the tap is turned way up so its just getting more and more and nothing gets through#and im tied to a post forced to watch as it rises and spills not able to do anything about it#its so dumb#i know i have enough skill to do the shit i want to do right now#but it just blocked- unavaible- paywalled perhaps but who do i pay and with what#all that is already bad enough but i also have to feel really stupid about it#stairs i have walked up before but now im just standing in front yelling and crying#getting invisible walled by myself but also dont know how to get rid of it or cheat it- which is stupid#shouldnt i know how to get through??????????? yes. yes i should.#maybe i should just not allow myself to even open the browser at all so i can at least stop making these posts#better for everyone probably
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camchase as a hilson parallel except it’s chase who is 100% wilson and cameron who is 160% house
#hate crimes md#malpractice posting#chameron#hilson#yes i'm tagging this hilson. bc i am right#trust me on this. it’s way more accurate this way.#sure chase us a house parallel in other ways but in this?#cameron who keeps self sabotaging and is afraid of failure and refuses to try#cameron who keeps trying to reduce the relationship to rational and emotionless terms#to make it scientific against all evidence and feeling#who is terrified of that kind of vulnerability#who has suffered terrible heartbreak and loss and lets it color every inch of her#who refuses to change and open up because that’s a loss of control#and chase who really truly believes if he tries hard enough it will make up for any lack#who is loyal to cameron to the end and takes all manner of neglect and thoughtlessness#not because he’s so selfless and wonderful and kind but because he’s just as screwed up#and knows it#and feels like cameron is maybe his only chance#maybe his first real chance#at any kind of love of affection#and spends most of his time looking desperately for connection in all the wrong ways#settling for the first people he sees#falling in love and being unable to sustain or fake it longer than a few days#i am. telling you.
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Can you please draw some more doomed yaoi from the swap a.u ?😔
when you have time of course


















Soo....this was originally going to be something small but then I thought "Y'know what, why not do the ender dragon fight for some added angst :D" (Little did I know, I was too ambitious, and the quality fluctuated a lot)
#mcsm#mcsm swap au#mcsm jesse#mcsm lukas#mcsm petra#mcsm axel#mcsm olivia#mcsm rueben#jesskas#this took me way longer than I had hoped... im sorry#wanted to knock out two birds with one stone 🥲#also learned today that if you open tumblr through the web browser#you can post more than 10 pictures#wish i'd known sooner...#anyways Reuben just wanted to distract the ender dragon long enough to give his buddies some time to recuperate 😔#and i really like the idea of being unable to cancel a command blocks command#look theres a lot to explain here 😭#zuli doodles
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just replayed saving hans from maleshov and god. that reunion will be haunting me in my grave
#martie.txt#kcd2#hansry#the way henry lights up and immediately drops the sword at brabant’s neck#like girl. if he had actually been a threat you could have died there#but he’s just so unable to resist going into han’s arms#and he falls into them so naturally…#and the way that HANS immediately opens his arms for the hug. so confidently that he won’t be denied#even though i think that may be the first time they’ve hugged in the games ever???#like an actual hug#unless it’s in the kcd1 dlc bc i haven’t played those#then the hug itself. my god#henry’s smile when hans bows…… hagfhfbbdjdjjdhdjdb
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